I can feel the veil of darkness starting to creep back in...I try and fight it, angrily. I felt so good the last few days (how many days was it? I am not quite sure)
The reason for this blog is to chronicle the darkness and the light. I don't control it. Although I think I can fight it- sometimes I cannot.
I am angry. I am scared. I don't want it to grip me again. I was feeling so much better. Not anymore...the invisible demons are coming to try and shut out the light.
I don't want to be in the cold, dark sinking place again.
The day is almost over...I can still hope that it is just being tired that has me feeling like this. Tomorrow is another day and hopefully it will be a happy one.
The reason for this blog is to chronicle the darkness and the light. I don't control it. Although I think I can fight it- sometimes I cannot.
I am angry. I am scared. I don't want it to grip me again. I was feeling so much better. Not anymore...the invisible demons are coming to try and shut out the light.
I don't want to be in the cold, dark sinking place again.
The day is almost over...I can still hope that it is just being tired that has me feeling like this. Tomorrow is another day and hopefully it will be a happy one.
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