Had a busy day...had an appointment with a new doctor for my daughter this morning. Her dad picked us up and drove us.
It was odd to be on the parkway. I felt a bit of apprehension but managed to distract myself. I realized as I was riding that I could do this. I could drive it...or at that moment I felt confident. If I actually had to- would I be able to? I don't know.
Problem is that it has been so long since I have driven...oh well.
The depression that was starting to seep in has settled and hasn't gotten worse. I feel relief but also wonder why. Am I controlling it? Is the Vitamin B I am taking helping?
I don't even seem to need as much Xanax as normal. Or as I did a few days ago. I do feel PMS a bit. Sure that I am about 5 days away from my period...got the cravings and my mind is still so distracted.
Not panicky though...guess I should be happy?
It was odd to be on the parkway. I felt a bit of apprehension but managed to distract myself. I realized as I was riding that I could do this. I could drive it...or at that moment I felt confident. If I actually had to- would I be able to? I don't know.
Problem is that it has been so long since I have driven...oh well.
The depression that was starting to seep in has settled and hasn't gotten worse. I feel relief but also wonder why. Am I controlling it? Is the Vitamin B I am taking helping?
I don't even seem to need as much Xanax as normal. Or as I did a few days ago. I do feel PMS a bit. Sure that I am about 5 days away from my period...got the cravings and my mind is still so distracted.
Not panicky though...guess I should be happy?
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